Chronic Pain Out Loud
I'm 50 something years old and have lived most of my life with chronic pain. It is very frustrating in today's world with all the advances in medicine to receive care from a provider who's actually willing to properly treat chronic pain. But, I am not my pain, I am so much more and that is how I intend to live, as more and out loud!
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Pain Saver....Check it out!
Being a person who deals daily with chronic pain I am always looking for products to make things easier. I LOVE to read and reading a book has become almost impossible for me. Between supporting the weight of the book and dealing with the frustration of trying to use my numb fingers to turn the pages I have pretty much given up on reading all together!
Well today I got some really exciting news from BzzAgent.com, if I am chosen, I will receive a Amazon Kindle 3 to try out! As a BzzAgent, I sometimes receive products or coupons for products to try. All I have to do in return is give my honest feedback and share my opinion (positive or negative)here on my blog, on Facebook, Twitter, in a shopping line, at the bank, at work...Well you get the idea, if I am chosen to receive an Amazon Kindle 3, you will hear me singing from the rooftops!
You see, an Amazon Kindle 3 will give me back my reading power and that is very, very exciting! I could read a book of any size and wouldn't have to worry about not being able to turn the pages or aggravating my pain by holding a heavy book. I could go anywhere and be able to read to take my mind off this never ending pain! I'm trying not to get my hopes up in case I am not chosen but my mind is reeling with excitement!
Check back for an update tomorrow!
Monday, August 29, 2011
Check this out...
If you're into style and love to find awesome deals, check out this link!

I am a new BzzAgent and I am spreading the Bzz about StyleFind.
I am a new BzzAgent and I am spreading the Bzz about StyleFind.
After Hurricane Irene...
We were prepared for the worst and thankful we got off easy. Our area was out of power for about six hours but we have a stand by generator and it was really great to carry on normally. I was sure to thank my husband for spending the extra when we built our house and having the generator installed.
So, I've been having a craving for Coconut Macaroons...craving satisfied, I baked a batch this morning :) Yum!
So, I've been having a craving for Coconut Macaroons...craving satisfied, I baked a batch this morning :) Yum!
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
In addition to posting about pain...
I will be starting to Bzz about products I use and like...or dislike. I have joined BzzAgent to spread the word about various products I use in my life. I have always been sure to talk about product/services I like or not and thought BzzAgent would be a better forum to do so and I could reach more people. So far I have left my reviews about Target, KitchenAid, Green Mountain Coffee K-cups, World's Best Cat Litter, Panera Bread, Minute Rice, Pepsi, Lego, Glad Trash Bags and Crayola Crayons. Super fun and keeps me busy!
On another note, it has been quite awhile since I have posted. I could give a ton of excuses but I won't. I just haven't posted, I've been busy doing other things. I'm hoping to change a few things in my life and I am going to post more about that later. For now...I'm off to get a little sunshine for my aching bones!
On another note, it has been quite awhile since I have posted. I could give a ton of excuses but I won't. I just haven't posted, I've been busy doing other things. I'm hoping to change a few things in my life and I am going to post more about that later. For now...I'm off to get a little sunshine for my aching bones!
Saturday, June 4, 2011
It's a good day today...
I'm sitting here on my sofa catching up on e-mail and FB. I have the windows open, there is a beautiful, gentle breeze and the birds are chirping. No other noises, just nature! I enjoy these days so much.
On the other hand, it is a bad day. I'm sitting on the sofa enjoying nature and I am having a ton of extreme, shooting, pulsing nerve pain in my calves and left arm. Each throb I curse for interrupting my peace and quiet. Sometimes I get so angry at the pain, I am angry for what it has taken from me. I can't reach down pick up my grandson and hold him over my head as I did with my babies. Instead I have to make sure I am firmly planted, visually check I have a hold of him (left arm and hand numb) and try not to get distracted so I don't drop him. I can't just walk out the door and go for a stroll. I have to go with someone in case I fall. I can't do much of anything for any amount of time. I pay for it dearly as does my family.
I have been having a pity party for myself over the last few days because of all I am no longer able to do. I know I have to take a more positive spin on it but I'm having a little trouble doing that. Part of it is because we didn't have group last week and part of it is I'm just in a funk!
So, for now I will just shut off the computer, get my e-book and a beverage and head out to my zero gravity lounge and relax, surrounded by peace and quiet and pretend I am pain free!
On the other hand, it is a bad day. I'm sitting on the sofa enjoying nature and I am having a ton of extreme, shooting, pulsing nerve pain in my calves and left arm. Each throb I curse for interrupting my peace and quiet. Sometimes I get so angry at the pain, I am angry for what it has taken from me. I can't reach down pick up my grandson and hold him over my head as I did with my babies. Instead I have to make sure I am firmly planted, visually check I have a hold of him (left arm and hand numb) and try not to get distracted so I don't drop him. I can't just walk out the door and go for a stroll. I have to go with someone in case I fall. I can't do much of anything for any amount of time. I pay for it dearly as does my family.
I have been having a pity party for myself over the last few days because of all I am no longer able to do. I know I have to take a more positive spin on it but I'm having a little trouble doing that. Part of it is because we didn't have group last week and part of it is I'm just in a funk!
So, for now I will just shut off the computer, get my e-book and a beverage and head out to my zero gravity lounge and relax, surrounded by peace and quiet and pretend I am pain free!
Monday, May 30, 2011
Cake done and delivered…
So, here is the final cake set up at the wedding venue. It is very rewarding to be able to create in this way but there is also a trade off. My trade off is pain…and lots of it. I won’t be back to “normal” for at least a week. I would have loved to have stayed in bed a little (a lot) longer this morning but my dog started waking me at 7am and the cat chimed in soon after. They are like little snooze alarms and wake me every ten minutes or so. Too funny!
My house is a mess, dishes are piled up, toys are still out from our grandson’s visit on Saturday and I have cake stuff in the car that needs to be brought in today! Lucky for me, my husband is off tonight and will be up at noon to lend a hand.
Next cake to work on isn’t as big and I have most of the prep work done. It is a donation for a dinner to raise funds for a young woman and her children. Sadly the husband committed suicide so there was no insurance at all.
So, I am off to deliberate over which task I should attack first. It will be a lot of do a little, rest a little today!
Saturday, May 28, 2011
Wedding cake progress...
I've completed three of four tiers...this is a photo of the first two. The set up is only for the photo, the actual set up will be a bit different. I'll post the completed photos later. Pain is through the roof, I'm waiting for pain meds to kick in before continuing with the cake. It's going to be a long night!
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